Sunday, October 18, 2009

Sunday Reflection


How great is the love the Father has lavished on us, that we should be called children of God! And that is what we are!

I John 3:1





Becoming a parent who LOVES my child has opened my eyes to understand in new ways what it means that I am a child of God. Today I am soaking in the reality of what it means for me to be a Child of God because of Jesus Christ.

I am...
known
chosen
forgiven
secure
set apart for Him
gifted
disciplined
free to love
comforted
filled with His Spirit


Forever Loved!
Forever in Relationship with Him!

I John 4:9-10
This is how God showed his love among us: He sent his one and only Son into the world that we might live through him. This is love: not that we loved God, but that he loved us and sent his Son as an atoning sacrifice for our sins.

Friday, October 16, 2009

Trying to get a Fall Family Picture

The process of trying to get David to smile with us for a family photo is so funny to me. Here was our best shot before the battery died during our visit to a local farm. It is one of those self portraits so not the greatest but we love it anyway.
We love being a family!



Can you tell that David is cutting *8* teeth?

Saturday, October 10, 2009

Chronicle of Generosity and Faithfulness

When we started the adoption journey we had NO idea how we were going to pay for the whole adoption. Yet we were confident God had called us to adopt and we had the funds to get through the first couple stages of the process. We believed God would provide the rest of the need in His time. In the moments we doubted, we found ourselves recalling God's faithfulness in the past and desperately asking Him for trust to believe He was BIG enough for this time also.

God did provide and he used His people to do so over and over. From before we made our first payment to right after we stepped off the plane and had a few leftover bills to pay we were able to save and were given exactly enough to cover the adoption costs. Not only that, He provided an amazing family on both sides to love and support us and who were just as excited about David as we were! Friends from near and far who were caring, praying and cheering us on. A church family who joined us in the most practical needs such as delicious meals to sustain us through the first weeks at home.

There were so many ways that so many people gave so generously to support us in adopting David. We received prayer, an abundance of baby items, financial gifts and personal encouragement. It was truly a miracle for us to be a part of witnessing God's incredible faithfulness each month of the process.

I wish I could give a gift to each of you that gave that would say thank you. In the end I have to trust that your reward will be found in Jesus Christ.

In the beginning of our adoption process we were afraid and asking God to give us the faith to trust Him.

In the end, we were holding sweet, little 12lb David. We had a son! David had a mom and dad. God came through again as he faithfully ALWAYS does. He is the Great Provider!

We are currently praying about adoption #2. It is exciting and scary. Can you believe that my heart wants to doubt and question how it will happen after all that I have seen God do? I repent!

As we pray and discuss God's leading, we are confident we will need to step forward in wisdom and faith once more. We are confident He will be faithful again!

Thursday, October 8, 2009

One of those days

It has been one of those days...

waking early
crying
teething
sleeping ONLY for a 20 minute nap
Mama guessing wrong at what was needed
new discoveries
food flying
drinks spilling
prayers lifted often


now...toddler boy is asleep.
We hope he remembers he knows how to sleep through the night.

My mind is tired.

My heart is filled with thanks.

I am wondering if these days are good preparation for becoming a mama to multiple children one day.

I can't help but be mindful of my Abba/Papa who gently sustains me on these days.

Many other women come to my thoughts. People I love and who are mamas.
I am whispering short prayers for you to be sustained also.
Especially when you have one of those days.